My friend

Dear Rain

I was crying when I typed this words for you. I don’t why, but all those tears come out from my eyes. I couldn’t help it. It’s all because of someone. Yeah, my friend just called me. She is not only my best friend but also a sister for me. She always helps me for everything that I need because in her mind, I am still a spoiled little girl. I am always become the victim of her jokes. However sometimes I get angry because of it but I know that’s the sign that she’s really cared about me. Although she’s little bit moody sometimes, keep her problem for herself, suddenly become a mute woman, it is all because she doesn’t want to become a burden for me. I am glad to have her. Until few weeks ago, we had a big cold war

Let me tell you the detail.

We did two psychology tests together for two big companies. Unluckily, she was the only one who went on to the next level. Felt down, off course. But it was not a big crisis for me. As I know Allah has determined something bigger and better for me. ^_^ V Surprisingly, it made her feel uncomfortable. She stayed away from me. She even stopped talking to me. Hiks...one night she sent me sms. She asked me to return all her stuffs that were at my home. Argh...I didn’t know why I was so angry. As a result, I sent rude words to her. You are so swallow, that was one of some sentences that I wrote. Since that day, we never talked. We avoided seeing each other. It was really hard and hurt me. I knew I didn’t have a fancy for this. But something closed my mind. Few days later, I heard that she went to Surabaya. I didn’t even say anything before she left.

Few days’ even weeks without her made everything different. I miss her so.

Today, just now, she called me. Gosh...I couldn’t help it. My heart beat fast. I was crying. We didn’t say any sorry. The chitchat ran like there’s nothing happen. She told me a lot of thing.